Still Awake

Here I am lying on bed,
trying to figure out what's on my empty head
heard the thunder roared so loud,
two chirping birds beating it's sound

I closed my eyes and tried to sleep,
but instead I see myself starting to weep
through this darkness I felt so weak,
much worst that this I couldn't keep

The reason for this I know there's none,
one thing for sure I haven't done
I wanted to shout, I wanted to run,
time runs fast now here comes the sun

I took a pill to ease the pain,
nobody's there to soothe my strain
my head is really breaking as well as my brain,
now I wish for a real hard rain

I am asphyxiated, give me some air
this is serious that I couldn't bear
still breathing except unaware
there's nothing else I could compare