Malaise

All things are ready. And when I say ready, I'm good to go!

Since the day I knew I'm already decided, everyday, I bug my lovely droogs just to know EVERYTHING I want to know. All questions which starts with the letter W were made. There was even a point that one of my friends got tired of my silliness and was like hiding and don't want to talk to me anymore. Oh well, she has her reasons, I was really annoying, and I totally understand that.

Anyway, today I got a call from E and was told all the exact details that am longing to hear. At first I was like struck by a lightning. My brain don't seem to function but my heartbeat was so fast that if it has its own feet and hands, it would prolly rip my breast and run. I felt sick though am so stoked with the news so I breathe deeply as I absorbed things... things that would change my life forever which is hopefully, for the best.

I cannot believe that it's just these past few months! There's no turning back now.

How about you, have you ever felt so anxiously excited?

75/75

I never imagined myself wearing specs until my mom decided and pushed me to get one. Since college, I've been wearing contact lenses. When I lost my last pair last 2007 (I think), I got fed up and decided not to buy a new one. Since then, I never had my eyes checked and of course, never used contact lenses or anything. I am quite sure with my beliefs that prescribed specs or contact lenses doesn't make any sense and that it will all just make your eyes worst. Apparently, I was so wrong! A lot of times I felt nauseated. I am almost always an inch closer between my books or the computer. And so I went to see an ophthalmologist and found out that I'm myopic. Got a 75 grade on both eyes. Not that bad but I was advised, or should I say forced, to buy a pair of glasses. Right! Anyway, here I am now.

How do I look?

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Tree Top Adventure - Bnx and Pogi's Bday

T'was B and K's month. Another year older for them so we decided to have a celebration but not as the usual drinking and eating session. Someone has come up of an idea and I'm not quite sure who's to blame on this. Haha.

Bulag, Pipi't Bingi (me with the celebrants)

Anyway, we went to Subic for the Tree Top Adventure. I brought Xioms with me as an excuse but it was Roch who used my poor kid to get herself away from the stunts. Such a loser! So, we tried their tree drop, canopy ride and my favorite of all, superman ride. It was my first time though I've been wanting to try those all my life. To me, it was pretty boring until the superman ride. To tell you honestly, I never kept my mouth shut during the ride. I was like shouting and screaming my lungs out. But oye, it was really fun!

Viatores with loved ones

After the adventure, we had our dinner (this is a celebration so there must have been some FREE FOOD!) at Xtremely Xpresso Cafe. It's like an Italian resto in Subic. I was amazed with their huge pizza and was hoping for it to be really good -- in fairness, it was. They ordered some pastas and soups. Spinach soup, I will never forget that. It ain't good and was not really made from spinach. Good thing they replaced it with chicken macaroni soup. We had strawberry gelato for dessert and my, it was so yummy! Xioms surely enjoyed that the most!

Just like any other day, every good thing has an end. We were sooo tired but we had a blast! I bet it was a perfect birthday celebration for deaf and mute as it was a wild and exciting experience, plus we got to share the moment with some of our friends and loved ones. Until our next trip. Long live Viatores!

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No Goodbyes

Today, I've submitted my resignation. After five long years, I just felt that I need to go somewhere and prove something to myself. I hate leaving people there but we have our own lives and dreams to prioritize. Besides, people always leave; be it for personal reason, career reason, or whatever reason, that's how life goes.

It's been a roller coaster staying at DSC for half a decade. The very first time I stepped my shoes in that company, I'm completely clueless on what to expect. The reason is I consider B&M as my first REAL job after graduation; plus, it's a law firm and I'm a BBA graduate.

There, I learned loads of stuff or I must say all about the Microsoft Office world. I never knew then that I can view paragraph marks and tabs in a Word document. I never thought how easy it is to create such a PowerPoint presentation. I was exposed with different legal terms that I never heard of before. Been deaf listening to audio files for at least 6 to 8 hours a day but at no time I complained as I'm enjoying and at the same time I'm learning. Nailed a certification exam for Microsoft Word, applied for a QCA position yet failed, applied for a TL position -- hugged victory... so it goes. But the most important thing is I found friends who helped me stand up and fight for my everyday quest. That cannot be replaced of anything and I am so much thankful for that.

I hate goodbyes. There was a time that I certainly did not accept such a term as true but in life, it just sinks in, you just don't know when, where and how. Goodbyes aren't made for precious things to last; thus, it is a way to make each person stronger.

So, au revoir for now and see you again later!

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Rebirth

Death

Transformation. Death of the old ways. Making way for new energy and revitalization. Time to look for a new path. Change in a relationship, job or long-standing belief. Possible new beginning or liberation. Time to let go of something and let it pass from your life. Change of mind. Outside influence will cause drastic change. Accept change or change will be thrust upon you. Grieving a loss or change. Rebirth.

-From my Daily Tarot Card Reading

Redy for Foreign Tattoo

I never wanted to waste any time so this morning, I sent Redy for a nice tattoo. I was given a week for it to heal then I'm all set. Just one more step and yeah, I'll go bounce. Still have no idea? Patience my dear. You'll be surprised in no time.

***Karus Patris, ego fui no sursum meus mens quod ego ero postulo vestri succurro. Rector mihi ut vos usquequaque operor huic novus nisus ut ego sum capturus. In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritu Sancti, Amen.

Redy

I've waited for like 2 weeks and today, Redy's in my hands. Two more step then am off! Yeah, yeah, I know you don't have any clue on what the heck am talking about but I promise, soon... you'll see.. errr.. you'll hear from me.

Oh, what a happy day!