Pitseleh

It was actually a busy day when my good friend Karla sent me this mushy song. I have heard it a long, long time ago and I hate it. I hate it because it is disgustingly beautiful. I dunno if I can relate to this but Karla insists that I do. Oh well, whatever it is... I've never been bitter and I have no regrets with my past. I'm happy that Elliot picked this title as it rhymes my name. It felt like it was made for me.

Pitseleh

by Elliot Smith

I'll tell you why I don't want to know where you are

I got a joke I've been dying to tell you

The silent kid is looking down the barrel

To make the noise that I kept so quiet

I kept it from you, Pitseleh

I'm not what's missing from your life now

I could never be the puzzle pieces

They say that god makes problems just to see what you can stand

Before you do as the devil pleases

And give up the thing you love

But no one deserves it

The first time I saw you, I knew it would never last

I'm not half what I wish I was

I'm so angry, I don't think it'll ever pass

And I was bad news for you, just because

I never meant to hurt you

x