Blood Wars

I had a fight with my sister and I hate this feeling. I hate it whenever I want to hate her but I just CAN'T hate her! She's the most self-centered, unreasonable, childish and imbecile sister in the world! To think that she's older than me. Aarrrggghhhh!

For sure this will last, I dunno, maybe a decade or much longer! Haaay, can't wait for the Ilocos trip! I really need to unwind. I don't want to be a monster but this morning, she really got on my nerves. I was so pissed that we ended up throwing harsh words at each other. She started it and I just retaliated by giving her what she deserves!

Fuck, am still irritated! Got Marl?

End of First Week

Finally! The week is almost over! Well, it's over for me because tomorrow starts my days-off. This was the most tiring week for me. Lots of job requests came in and most of them are on a rush basis. Why the heck everyone in the world are in a rush nowadays?!? I even thought I completely became deaf after transcribing long dictations. Whooo!

I'll be out of the office in a couple of hours and I'm excited to meet my friends. Binky's going to treat me a sundae! I promised I would never tell anyone, but I did! Hehe... Anyway, we're meeting to finalize our upcoming trip. There are many things we REALLY need to discuss. Haha, sounds like a real serious trip!

So there, my very boring week. Got to go, am actually in the middle of my work and just sneaked out to blog. Laters alligators!

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Unexpected Changes

It's my second day and damn, am still adjusting. I know lots are dying to have this schedule but it doesn't really fit my "daily agenda". Everything needs to be on a rush. Even Xioms' bathing time should be fast and early. I hate it. And as always, I'm late... 2 days in a row! What the heck is new?

Last night on my way home, it took me 30-45 fucking minutes to ride a bus. I've finished 3 Marls waiting. I feel like I'm stuck in a rut! Hay, I should've hailed for a cab. Does it get any more upsetting than this?

Anyway, things are said and done. I just wish that this will end soon!

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Kissing and Hugging and More Loving this Valentine

Yesterday was a very tiring day not because I dated a lot of guys, haha I wish! But because I attended a whole day training about Microsoft Excel. It was scheduled so there's nothing else to whine and complain about. During the session, I was thinking it's Valentine's day for heaven's sake and here I am, ass-stuck in this cheap chair while the others are spreading some looooove. Hmmmm... that sounds far from complaining, right? Pathetic me.

Tick... tock... tick... tock...

Thank gawd training had finally ended. I made a hasty exit and hailed for a cab. It rained by the way so I'm in a good mood even though traffic is a hell. I saw a lot of people on the street holding bouquet of flowers in their hands and being mushy with their loved ones. I couldn't help myself thinking how popular flower shops this day! I wish I own one. Haha... When I reached home, I walked straight to my room, Xioms was still up and so damn thrilled to see me as she keeps on saying "Mama". So I never stopped kissing and hugging her like I've never seen her for quite some time.

Anyway, "heart's day" for me happens everyday, even if it's just a usual day -- well, if you wish it to be. It doesn't matter if you received many flowers and chocolates and love cards or not, as long as you expressed your love purely, that to me is more important.

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