Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Yield


Nobody can ever explain why we can smile all day long but cry on ourselves to sleep at night. How pictures remain the same but people in them do not. How your best friend can become your worst enemy, and your worst enemy becomes your new best friend. How forever turns into a few short months. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out.

Sometimes, there is nothing to be said. Sometimes, nothing should be said. We all want to find someone who will not run away. Someone to look us in the eye and tell us it’s okay. That things don’t always go right. That this is how life works and how it will always work. That it’s not going to be easy today, tomorrow, the next day, but it will somehow get better. However, there will come a time, a time which neither one of us can control. That someone will walk out of our life and because we love them so, we will need to let them go. Many of us say there’s no use in wasting our time on people who leaves us. What we make of ourselves and our future are no longer tied to them. You will miss them, yeah but always always remember that you were not the first one to give up.

Letting go doesn’t mean giving up. It means accepting things that weren’t meant to be. No one ever gets tired of loving. But everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming, hearing promises, saying sorry, and all the hurting. We've got to do what’s right for us even if it hurts.

Truth is we have to accept that there will always be people that stay in our hearts, even if they don’t stay in our lives.

Dram drama drama blah blah blah... I hate love.