DDR

I am writing this blog because I am helplessly in full rage and wanted to scream!!! I just don't wanna sound selfish so I am keeping my cool. I'm trying really hard but I always fail, ALWAYS. I'm not changing someone else's attitude or personality because it's the part of who they are that I liked in the first place. All I'm saying is that, nobody is perfect, YOU are not perfect! People make mistakes and it's okay. It's even better if you will accept and try to correct it, most especially for someone you really care for.

I don't understand what's the big deal of apologizing or just saying "I'm sorry" if you did something wrong. It's actually an act of being brave, brave that you have accepted you aren't some sort of a god and that you are trying to be a better person. Personally, "I'm sorry" is one of the hardest words that I could or will ever say BUT if I think I should say it and I've been really a douchebag -- I would really say it without hesitation or without somebody pushing me to say it and of course I will mean it, simple as that.

Just bear with me, I just want to rant because I have been pushed too far and this is my only way of calming myself. Sometimes I feel stupid because people have their own differences yet I always compare myself to everyone. This can be right or can be wrong.

Okay, enough of this bullshit. Delete don't respond - that's what I'm gonna do! I still feel awful though.