It's 12 midnight and I'm suffering from pain. My molar hurts so bad that I couldn't even buy some sleep. Trying to distract myself I came across this "intriguing" page over the net that made me research and learn a little more. So what have I found?
Avoidant personality disorder. Yep, crazy as it seems but I can totally relate as I'm a bit experiencing this for a few months now. Don't get me wrong though. Neither I felt any traumatic condition nor abnormal situations but I have a strong feeling I am labeled with this state of confusion.
Anyhow, the more I look or search for details, the more I realised it's maybe just emotional numbness - and it's normal (I guess?). People undergo this from time to time and on my case, it's prolly because of stress. Whew! I thought I'm going mad... on second thought, I am already mad!
I think I should try out Mr. Usui's five precepts. Time for some Reiki!
He said, and I quote:
"At least for today: Do not be angry, Do not worry, Be grateful, Work with diligence, Be kind to people."There. I still can't sleep and I think my molar's becoming worst! Ugh. :(
