Confession

Why am I so stupid to do such a crazy thing without thinking what might be the ending?

Yes, sometimes I find myself so confused. I dunno if that's because of what had recently happened to me or maybe because I'm such a bitch. Either way, I still can't believe I did that.

All of my life I've been such a pain in the ass but never have I imagined to do such an awkward thing. I thought there was something going on, but it was just a false impression.

Suddenly, confusion is sprinting back. Being alone, hugs, some sort of a smack, giving some stuff, being SOOOOO nice, comforting, shoulder to cry on, what the hell was that about? Am I just a malicious person or you're just being a jerk?

You might see that it doesn’t affect me but deep down inside it's stabbing me. Too bad, the person is rare. Don't ask. I just want to confess.